That's been me lately, LAZY. Or at least that's how I feel. Some of my days are full up to the brim, and others I just sit and do nothing more than chat with friends for hours. I've really fallen behind on my daily regimen. I' Ave fallen off the healthy eating wagon, yet again. However today I have decided it's high and time to jump back on track to being healthy. I think all of the over indulgences with food over the holidays has put me in a funk. I haven't been eating the best things, and now I don't feel the best. I really do need to take better care of myself. Sure all of my labs came back from the doctor with good news, but that doesn't mean I couldn't be healthier. Lord knows like any woman I always desire to be at least one jeans size smaller. In the past I've had issues with loving myself. I never could say yes when my friend (you know who you are) would ask me if I did. He helped me to realize that I DO love myself, just not everything about me, and that it's okay to feel this way. I think it's about time I showed Me how much I love Me by taking better care of myself. The first thing I've done is quit smoking. I've smoked on and off for almost 20 years. I know!! That's a lot of years to be a smoker for someone who just turned 34! At one point, before I married the Sailor, I was smoking almost 3 packs a day. I know! That's HORRIBLE!! Well that's all a thing of the past now. For the last year my darling Rafa has been threatening me if I turn to smokes when stressed. I'm sorry Rafa, but I smoked more than you want to know. I never lied when you asked, but I got lucky in the fact that every time you asked I had in fact been a good girl. It was all the in between times I was bad. There confession out & public. It's been over a month now since my last cigarette, and even that one tasted nasty. Usually if I'm around smokers I have an urge to indulge. Things have been different this time. I don't, and haven't, craved a cigarette once. I won't ever go back to smoking. Not only does it make me feel crappy & taste nasty, that shits ridiculous in price. For the price of two packs of cigarettes I can get a manicure! Are you kidding me! Outrageous! But I guess that's all a moot point now anyways.
So now that I've thoroughly bored you with my little self drama I'd like to give you a small offering of thanks for all of your wonderful comments on my Blogaversary post. Without all of you it wouldn't be the same. Here's to a wonderful Wednesday.
HAPPY HUMP DAY!!
Love ♥ Huggs